Currently Listening Juno By Original Soundtrack see related

So, great news... this is all figured out... for the most part.

Except that Dan let his concious get to him and he added one more guy so... wait, now we are uneaven again.. hmmmmm.....

Anyway, we have now ordered the invitations, we have a DJ, and as far as I know the shower and bachelorette party are on a roll as far as planning goes. So that is good.  Now we have to deal with all the little details here and there.

Bad news... Dan is leaving wednesday to go to Lake Las Vegas for a business trip.  He'll be back on Friday but I'm going home... poop. So basically, no dan from Wed morning until Sunday evening... Oh, and then in 2 weeks he is going to New York... wow, this apartment will be creepy and lonely.

Okay, it is about bedtime. ISAT testing starts tomorrow which is slightly scary even though it doesn't directly affect me.... it still does. I have been working with these kids since the beginning of the school year. Although I didn't teach them everything they need to know for ISAT, I helped them and have dealt with the stress. Its definatly scary to think that I can't even answer their questions during the test tomorrow. Ick.

Okay, goodnight, sleep well!

Currently Reading The Husband By Dean Koontz see related

My Strange Situation

So... I'm not sure how much I really can say about my strange situation because I think some people get this that might go telling other people about things they think may have or did happen.  It all comes down to this; I may or may not be screwed.  Not only that but I am extremely annoyed by the whole situation.  How can you call yourself a friend?  This does not make me want to talk to you anymore let alone be a good friend.  I am frustrated about this and wish you would just talk to me when I am trying to get ahold of you.  I"m not even supposed to know that you have frustrated me but I do and I feel it like crazy.  I wish there was a way to feel more comfortable about this whole situation but honestly, its an uncomfortable situation for not only you, but everyone who knows you... especially one particular person. 

I know for most of you this is very vague and confusing but if that one person reads this maybe they will realize how frustrated I really am and will talk to me.  Otherwise, its over... I've waited too long and my patience is running out.  I need to move on and "find someone new" so to speak. 

Who knows... I have a day off tomorrow and hopefully I can figure this whole thing out.  If not then at least I can relax for another day....

I take over spelling next week! Woohoo! lol

Today

So, today is pretty much going to be randomness.  I have to get my TB test done for student teaching because I'm the biggest procrastinator I know.  The problem is, everyone around here is a walk-in so I pretty much have to just bring a book and hope I can get in... even though it will only take umm... not even 5 minutes, but whatever... then Ill have to go back in tomorrow so.. who knows....

I also have to return/exchange like, 6 things that don't fit me cause my (almost) mother in-law thinks that I'm the skinniest person ever... definitely not... so I like everything but I need to adjust the size a bit.

Also on my list of things to do is fill Yertles tank, which needs to be cleaned but really moves much faster when there are 4 hands instead of 2 ... so maybe i'll just fill it and not clean it... its gross. ick.

Then I have to do more wedding things.... including a "list" that my dad wants of stuff that needs to be done... somewhat of a timeline.  I know I'm not very organized and a procrastinator but this is my Wedding.... I want things to be done in time and done correctly.  I don't think he needs to worry about it.  Plus, I've got Dan here to ride my butt if somethings not done... it'll be fine.. whatever lol.

Ok, I'm going to go shower myself now and hope that this appt. will go well... or not take too long I guess is what I want.

Currently Reading Inkspell By Cornelia Funke see related

Wedding Planning

Planning is going well... I changed my page again.  I think I change it every time I come on here... hmmmm anywho... I finally have a photographer and things are really starting to come together I think... a little more than mangled up information... haha...

Currently Reading False Memory By Dean Koontz see related

My rising stress level

 ok, so i know I suck at keeping with this thing.... I kind of have random spurts of notes here and there but okay, my stress level is and will be high/higher so guess what... its back to xanga..... even if no one cares, I need some type of release....

for anyone who does not know, Dan and I are officially engaged as of May 17th.  We have a church, and a reception hall (the Hilton) and some bubbles for the exit :)  besides that we have pretty much nothing else and this coming year although fun and rewarding, will be extremely stressful.

Here are two not so great pictures of the ring, really, unless you see it up close it does not do it justice.  To explain, it is a 2 ct diamond ring, (yes, huge I know). The center diamond (1 ct.)  is not just a princess cut but it is a Leo Diamond, absolutely beautiful.  Then my band has 11 smaller princess cut diamonds that make up another ct.  It is everything I ever wanted and more. It is absolutely stunning and he did an amazing job on it. 

My only dissappointment is the reaction that I have received from certain people.  On one hand a lot of people were completely excited asking lots of questions which is great, and I don't want to make things all about me.  If you know me then you know that.  On the other hand, we have been dating for more than 5 years and some people did not seem to give a shit that we got engaged.  And maybe that is the problem, that we have been dating for so long that it was more of an "about time" thing for them than a "congratulations!!!" I dont know if that should upset me or not but there are some people that you expect more from and in this case it didn't happen.  Oh well.  Maybe I just expect too much.  Anyway, If you care to look at our website (and don't do it just because I ranted, do it cause you care), here is the link:  http://weddings.theknot.com/pwp/view/co_main.aspx?coupleid=3288734696175634&MsdVisit=1

Right now I am working full time with toddlers and although I love it I come home every day completely exhausted just wanting to sleep.  I have no reason to be stressed yet but looking on the next year, I can tell that I am going to have some issues.... oh well...

Anyway, I have to go get some stuff done, i just wanted to update whoever cares on what is going on and just know that I will be talking on here more... I need the release... seriously....

ok then, thats it, I am going to go eat my ice cream and maybe do some homework, who knows...